Acid

   You plowed through my heart
   And made it a spade
   I loved you cause I thought you could change
   I changed for you but every thing I did wasn’t still enough

  You used me You smashed me You tore me apart
  Im broken…will you be there to repair me
  You said  I would regret having you
  I wanted to carve it out

  Im still a card in your game and I haven’t been flushed out
   These walls are closing in damaging my love
   You were something I actually look forward  to    day by day
  Im reeled  back in to find where things went wrong

  I grew to hate you for fucking me over
  I still care deep inside but I can hide it
  I love you for  showing me  Im worthless      
To you I was just another deal in your hand
I wasn’t the ace that was important that won what you  wanted

I was just a  piece of trash that you loved to   fuck
I was your acid to make you numb
I wont save you from becoming a whore like      everyone else
Im not a slave to keep your oxygen mask on

When it was good you turned it into a tragedy